1: Intro
I am starting this blog simply because I don't know what else to do. I know I am a Sociopath, or have strong sociopathic tendencies. Here is where it gets interesting, and for me very frustrating: People don't believe me when I tell them: I am pretty sure I am a sociopath and need help. They say things like: you are such a wonderful person - there is no way someone with a heart as good as yours can be a sociopath! or: you have never shown any kind of unsocial behaviour with me and animals - you can't be a sociopath! or: real sociopaths would never think about themselves as sociopaths, so you can't be one! What if I tell you now, that everything I do is being carefully planned by me beforehand? The risks and rewards careefully layed out in my head. My grandmother, when I was 9 years old, told me I had a black soul (yes, not just genetically speaking, she is one of the reasons I am in this situation) - ever since then I have been extremely vigilant to do a lot o...